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2005-09-12T14:32:00.000+08:00

hello pplm smth wrong wif my blog..

2dae's my onli free dae..

2005-09-12T14:20:00.000+08:00

hello ppl... im back. yupp.
i'm bz tis week... bz bz bz... got 2 dance performances.. n was suppose 2 sing 4 celebraion nite. but its ok. yeah. cuz i cant squeeze it in aniwae.. n cindy said tt i didnt need 2 sing. so ok. guess they'll gas haf 2 make do wif 9 ppl, or maybe she'll find some1 2 replace mi.. no big..
i havent been goin 4 facial, n i can feel all da dirt clogging my face... irritating. maybe nx week i'll b free enuf 2 go n relax myself..
2dae, i didnt got woken up by my sister.. yes, i selpt thru da whole time she was preparing 2 go sch. usually i'll b woken up by da bright light, but 2dae. i slept like a pig. haha.
anibody got da show u got served!!!??? pls send mi... i wanna watch it badly...
its tis hip hop breakdance thingy la.. yeah..
ok, nvm abt it. i gus vorrowed from nic....!! finally some1 noes how 2 appreciate good stuff.. haha...
ok, beta go.. bye..

2005-09-08T22:50:00.000+08:00

i will run.... into ur presence..

2005-09-08T22:28:00.000+08:00

helo my frenz.. im glad 2 tell u im in da middle of my well deserved holiday.. yup. n i'm enjoying every bit of it..
i'm still working at spageddies... so those of u hu wan 2 pay mi a visit there may do so.. haha..
im currently keeping myslef bz wif..
1. working n earning more money
2. reading story books..
3. preparing for a church dance
4. catching up on sleep
5. enjoying the feeling of nothingness

yupp, poly is good cuz they gif u many 'holidays'. hha.. but when its projects due week n exams r nearing... u work ur butt off.... n dun get 2 sleep in daes.. yes yes... 1 skill i bet ani jc person lack tt we poly ppl haf successfully mastered..

havent been goin back 2 fb.. well, im making a come back 2moro.. yeah... haha.. missed alot la.. but its ok... haha... im a fast learner... i hope.. there was a false unofficial prac 2dae.... but it was ok.. i went 2 borrow more books instead..
i was walking ard sun plaza when i saw a glimps of bertrand... yeah. i tot it was him la.. there was tis gal leaning on him. couldnt confirm cuz tt guy looked away when he saw mi looking at him. n i didnt bother 2 stop in frot of them n ask, r u bertrand?
haha aniwae, when i walked back 2 take another lok, i confirmed tt it wasnt him la.. haha... sumtimes, ur eyes play tricks on u.. haha..
ok.. i shall b goin.. will try n drag my ass 2 blog again soon...
tata..

if i walk, will i feel the pain..
as i run, will i taste the rain..

2005-08-23T23:42:00.000+08:00

ok. im blogging on a very low signal strength... hope tis blog entry makes it thru..
had econs paper 2dae... yeah... yest was stats paper.. was quite ok stats, but econs... oh no... its realli a killer...
all my frenz were expaecting a quite ez paper, but it turned out da opposite.. esp da case study, was da BOMB man..!literally...
i've got 2 study 4 2 more papers... accounts n pom.. guess wad ppl, i havent even started on pom. n its da hardest n da only sub i dun haf da confidence 2 pass... i dun wanna b an online student..!! it will totally suck n ruin my poly life..
2moro i'll b hafing a 1 dae study break. thanx 2 da nice sch management, gave us tis special dae... but ppl hu have yet 2 start on pom, lie moi... will use tt dae thoroughly 2 try n squeeze all tt is needed for da exam, which i might add, is ALOT!!
yesyes, i noe, God has 2 help mi, i cant do it all by myself..
im tokin 2 fee on msn, she;s eating cream puff, i wan 1 too.. im hungry la.. craving for ice cream prata at jalan kayu... i always go there for da ice cream prata... best in da world.. lol.. la la la..
im not in da mood 2 study ritw now as u can see... hmmpf...
sumtimes i wish i were more disciplined.. lol... but other times, i dun even gif a damn.. i like mi da way i am..
ok. guess i beta stop here...
ppl, look out for my new blogskin, sumwhere in late sep or early oct.. haha. yeah..
love....
da battles haf already been won, i'm gus goin there 2 claim the prize...

i guess life goes on....

2005-08-21T01:27:00.000+08:00

have u eva felt that the whole world is against u.
trying eva so hard 2 spit u out.
tt all u've eva done, worked for, gus goes down the drain..
have u eva felt that ppl ard u r gus wearing a facade.
oh, how i wish i could tear away their masks,
see for myself wad they truly r.
wad they're truely thinking, abt everything,
most importantly, abt mi..
i wish i culd read every thought tt goes thru their mind.
i wish i could realli decifer wad they mean by 'oh, u gus LOVE ur top'
or 'hey, u look good in braces'
then i wish i could erase them from my world,
take away all the hate n torture tt would eventually harm my heart.

all i want is for somebody i can count on, gus tt some1.
but when my wish is granted, i wan smth more
i wan many somebodys to b close 2 mi, keeping mi company.
but when my wish is re-granted, i long for tt some1, gus a some1, again..
i can nv b satisfied, wif wad i haf, or dun haf..
my life is full or choices, most of it, i've made wrong.
but i pray n hope, wif all my might,
that those special few i've made rite. would realli b smth.
would reali satisfy mi.

im sick of feeling vulnarable, feeling used,
feeling helpless, wrongly accused.
of ppl toking behind my back,
if u hate mi, dun put on an act.

oh when will i finally b set free,
of all da pain n misery caged up in mi.
foreva will not seem quite as long,
as when u compare it to the painful reality of tis.... song..

ok.. im in a car..

2005-08-18T19:43:00.000+08:00

haha... guess where i am... im in peter's car... yeah.. i tapped into sum1's internet.. yupp.. so im blogging.. yupp. i gus went 2 da dentist. they put on ore bracket,.. yeah. n now i feel weird. like a can feel da entire jaw.. its abit tight too.. yupp. i choose a marun colour.. how do u spell tt...
im so dead la.. suppose 2 study yest nite, but ended up looking at blogskins... den was suppose 2 study again todae, but im outside... gonna eat dinner n stuff... oh no... n i havent realli finished half of wad im suppose 2 study.. oh no oh no oh no...
but i shall not worry.. yupp. im sure God will help mi...
i'll blog again soon... kinda hungry now... havent realli eaten anithing la...

killer exams..

2005-08-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

im in da middle of my study week... felt like i've been drowning myself in books n notes 4 eternity.. yes yes... im definately not da studying kind... i can get killed from studying too much.. hate it la.. oh well.. pia 4 da nx few daes.. n when its over.. i'll b da happiest person on earth..!!
NObody's tagging mi again... i feel so lonely.. no frenz... Nobody cares abt mi enuf 2 tag mi..
i feel so homely al of a sudden... havent spent so much of my time at home in da past 6 mths like i haf in within tis week... serious.. but it feels great 2 wake up late n only when u feel like it.. haha.. da feeling rawks.. seriously.. u all should try tis sum time.. now all i lack is a house beside da beach so i can go sun tan every dae.. yeah.. heaven... or sounds more like da bahamas... haha.. wadeva.. trust my wild imagination to get us sumwhere..
yes, abt my killer exams.. i've gus started studying tis week, n my exams r nx week... but its ok... while other pl slaught away way b4 mi.. i'll put my ENTIRE trust in God.. yupp..
i asked my fren.. oh no, i' m gonna die. havent started studying yet... n exams r cumin fast... n other ppl started way b4 mi.. my fren said.. dun worry... u haf God, they don't... suddenly, i felt like da heavy load i was carrying had been lifted.. God's peace filled my heart.. i didnt feel worried or stress..
n gus yesterdae i watched touch by an angel... realli meaningful, tho its gus a show.. but... yeah..
sappy, but true... i cried while watching... sumtimes i gus wan God to take away my tearducts.. wuite embarresing at times..
but on da other hand, if i get touched mt da holy spirit, den i'll haf 2 luff instead of cry.. ahha..

'only one thing is needed....'

2dae's service wan superb..!

2005-08-15T00:16:00.000+08:00

2dae is sundae.. had dance in church 2dae.. performance, not realli a performace la, like worship unto God.. yeah. had fun wearing da cap n all. lol.. truth min came 2 do worship.. da worship leader was good... she ha d God's anointing n all.. sang real well. yeah...
i like da song i've got joy... its my fav sing now...
i went 2 my cousin's mother in law's house 2dae, cuz my niece turned 1 month on da 11th aug.. she's so cute... her name is Genevie... my other niece is Geraldine.. haha... she's so cute la... n yeah, i haf aother niece... her name is calesta... smth liddat la.. duno hwo 2 spell... so, in totla, i haf 3 nieces... no nephews... oh well, i like gals la.. their so cute... was baby siting them 2dae la... lol.. to think tt they wont even remember wad had happen cuz usually kids below 3 cant remember anithing they did during tt period..
2dae... i drove a car.. not 4 da 1st time la... a few times already.... but i frove in a multi-story car park... 1st time la... drove up n down da levels n alos parked... lol... so fun., cant wait til i can realli drive...

is it realli true tt when u r associated wif 2 many gals ur considered a flirt?

'fill my heart, soul n body wif da rhythem of music n da beat of dance'

2005-08-11T00:52:00.000+08:00

im damn pissed, y muz tis alwaes happen... misunderstanding again... look properly can... its not mi, its \\m//. its an expression...

sometimes i get so fustrated..
u dun trust mi, n even if u do, u dun trust mi enuf,
if there's trust goin on between us, u dun haf 2 worry abt trusting ani other ppl.
wad crap..
im not gonna argue bcuz of such pathetic things..
u think im stupid... if i wanted 2 cheat on u, i would haf long ago... y do it secretly or even under your nose..
they r my frenx, even if u dun like them, they r my frenz..
n i treasure them alot... u'll gus haf 2 learn 2 accept tis in a relationship...
i wouldnt throw them away,
or exchange them for anihting in the world..
but on top of these special bondings i haf wif them,
i noe where my heart lies,
i noe wat's kept in da deepest part of it...
its u..
all 4 u..
i love u more den aniting else..
i treasure u even more den the daily msges i share wif my frenz...
no temptation or bribe will take tis special u away from mi..
nth can change tis special n everlasting relationship we haf again on..
nth..
if u could gif u everything..
i would even gif u my life..
so now u c, n u noe..
i treasure my frenz so much,
i treasure them wif my life..
but for u my dear...
u r wad tis life's worth living 4..
without u,
everything else would b a passing breeze...
wad joy would i find den in doin anithing...

hey there..

2005-08-10T23:01:00.000+08:00

im bumbed... i've got so much on my mind n in my hands.. yeah... cant wait til i work finish tis fri, i'll delcare off 4 2 weeks, yeah, den cant wait 4 tis sun's dance 2 b over... n yeah... cant wait 4 exams 2 b over too.. i gus wanna sleep n get up when my brain wakes up... not cuz i haf 2 get up...
its so tough.. hai... keeping frenz happy all da time... i gus found out tt my purpose of life is motivated by peer pressure, where u gus wan everybody ard u 2 b happy n not haf anithing against u.. yeah... oh well, i;m hafing homecoming lunch in sec sch on da lst dae of tis month... duno if i should go... it's like, i'm not part of my clique animore... i feel, weird ard them.. yeah..
i kinda think i dun live in da past, but hold on 2 da present, n dun think much aft da future too.. yeah.. tt's mi...
i've been so bz, i dun even haf time 2 come online n blog abt anithing... yeha... 40 daes of purpose is also stressing mi up, gotta prepare 4 my grp tis week... havent watched da vedio... yeah... guess i gtg do it soon... maybe later la, aft i've packed my bag n taken my clothes 4 2moro.. yeah... sch's at 9am... n we're hafing a frontpage test...!!
i miss my frenz... i wish i had some1 only 4 mi, tt i dun need 2 share wif ani1 else, den i can alwaes b sure tt person will alwaes b there 4 mi... yupp... cheering mi up, toking 2 mi, crying wif mi, sharing my burdens n stresses...
i'm a selfish person... yeah.
tell da whole world...
it aint gonna change a thing..

2005-08-04T09:14:00.000+08:00

ok.. i am now in class... having my last internet class b4 da real exam thingy..

oh no!~ wad haf i gotten myself into..

2005-07-31T23:06:00.000+08:00

2dae's sundae... well, wad's left of it la.. worship 2dae went well, yupp, cg was quick, thanx 2 zac.. haf nice nice lunch wif my cg.. den i went orchard 2 meet my mummy. had 2 get a blazer n a shirt.. ate nydc aft tt... mummy loved da cookie monster mudpie... yeah... n her mango-tango drink.. haha...
oh no, fri's oral com presentation, n my grp hasnt even started...! yeah... God... HELP MI!! i'll b goin fop on fri, gotta ask cheoky they all help mi chop place.. yeah... den, got 40 daes of purpose on sat.. gotta b in church n sae hello 2 da grp i'll b co-leading.. haha.. wif shi jia... oso... would b involved in da dance... hmm... so many things, so little time... even got a cg outing on sun, cuz jess is goin off 2 US for real tis time... i hope.. haha.... it keeps delaying, i dun think she'll wan it 2 delay ani longer... but wad will happen 2 her bf...?! oh no... haha...
got 2 do 2 econs tutorial n acc tutorial later.. aft blogging.... oh no!! [i think tis is becuming my fav line] 'oh no!!' sch 2moro... its august already... so fast... exams in less den a month... gotta start studying..!!!
i realli need help.... reviwing wad i haf 2 do.. its impossible for a human 2 complete everything in my schedule la.. ..
'God, i'm tithing more den 10% of my allowance n u noe it.. n i noe u'll gif mi back twice or even more of tt... sumtime, sumwae, sumhow..!!'

la la la..

2005-07-28T09:34:00.000+08:00

i am so bored...! its thursdae again... blogging dae... yayness..
nx week there's sum ica3 again... yeah... ok.. let mi gus tell u. i gus finished 2 presentations last fri, had another presentation yest... goin 2 haf a stats ica 2dae... hafing another oral com presentation nx week, n another ica for internet nx thurs.. haiz... n exams r gus round da corner... bz riet... yeah... i think so too.. i need a beak man..
gus shared an egg sandwich wif chew... hah... yumyum... 1/2 of it was gus nice.. yay...
i think i lost 1 handout for pam... beta go home n find it.. haha... i daringly drank milo... la la la...
ok.. gtg, bye..!~

(:

2005-07-21T11:07:00.000+08:00

HIHIHI. my name's deee .. denyse!! (: i reali like jo .. she's my dar!! lalala. i am her classmate. i'm female n i am very short! hihihi wad's ur name?

we're in a very boring comp web class. we learn to collect webs!!

proj fever...

2005-07-21T10:51:00.000+08:00

i havent been blogging like 4eva... tt's cuz i've been super bz wif proj aft proj.. yeah.. i'll be so happy when its all done nx week. i feel so tired.. gus wanna haf a good nite sleep. but my weekend is packed..! wif church stuff... yeah.. n i gotta work on sat.
He's been bad tempering these daes... duno wad's wrong also. keep getting so irritated wif mi, den sae is my fault.. is there da same kinda feeling as b4? r we still the same? its so diff now den when it was b4.. so... alien.. so..........

of cuz theres times when we're happy n luffing...
i can count them...
but unpleasent moments lurk at every corner...
threatening... suffocating....
countless....
every now n den,
i wish things would 'zap' back 2 normal...
we could enjoy each other's company...
as well as others close by...
gus like b4... remember?
times haf changed...
different.... so different...
but everytime i think back on past memories...
i can live again, breathe again... carry on...
longing 4 tt 1 dae...
when u would slash all those nitemares away...
longing 4 tt 1 dae....
u would take mi in ur arms n tell mi everything's ok...
longing 4 tt 1 dae...
u would see pass my flaws... n i, urs...
longing 4 tt 1 dae...
one dae....

2005-07-15T13:42:00.000+08:00

im sitting in the unfamiliar place... somewhere on da second level of block B.. elearn lab... hmm.. computer number 208... yeah.. doin my BIT for my oral com grp... presentation... wadeva.. im chewing on is tastless n hard chewing gum, given 2 mi by noreen.. yeah.. i wnana spit it out... but i dun haf ani tissue paper.. i wana drink soe water.. but i dun haf ani... got another proj at 2... econs.. yeah... gnna met cooper later.. level 3, block ab as well... duno wad we'll be goin or til wad time.. but i got work later on.. til 11pm 2dae.. yeah.. feel so tired.. so restless... i wanna sleep... im hafing big eyebags now. i waan go 2 da beach n tan... 4eva.. tt's da only thing tt doesnt stres i out.. i thin its da atmosphre there too... ppl r cool relaxed... no tension in da air..
ok, i'm babling...
cindy asked if i could sing 4 da church cd,... but gus cuz i cant commit anuf.. i cant sing.. crap.. oh wl... if God wans mi 2 sing... i'll sing.. yeah.. will b singing 4 youh sundae... not tis week..boring.
gonna watch da fb thingy on sat at bugis.. yeha... haha... goin wif Peter i hope.
he's gooin malaysia 2nite.. pump petrol.. haha...yeah.. i cant go cuz i'm working 2moo again.. n i wont be back in time.. 2 sleep enuf b4 wor 2moro.. hmm... im getting tired of tt place, but everyitme i start woking again, i like it.. stupid..
got screwd by tt bitch again.. omebody sack her mann.... b4 all of spags staf decides 2 quit... new ppl come.... old wans go... sad sad sad... but da new ppl r nice.. i think... haha..
ok.. gonna readmy book 4 5 mins den go meet cooper already... bye ppl...
love n peace OUT!..

2005-07-09T00:29:00.000+08:00

yayness... guess y im so happy 2dae... or at least since 1/2 n hr ago... hah... nvm, i'll all u ppl...
im proud 2 anounce tt i've gus re designed my blog.. yes, all by myself... ok la, not exactly re design, but i changed all da pics.. yeah.. n im so satisfied wif myself.. haha.. so proud too... la la la... now my blgo has updated pics... hah... n i noe how 2 change them so in future, when i haf more updated pics... i'll gus post them on my blog again.. haha... ok la.. html is quite fun.. when everything goes well aft u do all those tedious html stuffs.. haha...
n im not a html freak la... even my bf is teasing mi abt tt now.. haha... oh well...
im goin sentosa 2moro.. yeah yeh yeah... havent been there since like duno when... hope everything goes well, n tt i haf fun n most of all, a good tan.. yeah... my tan is fading, n i lok like a yellowish brownish thing.. haha... not nice..
i ate durian 2dae... my aunty bougt lots of them... there's like 10 boxes of them in my fridge now, was helping daddy take them our of their poky shell n transfering them into those plastic boxes, when 1 poky shell poked mi.. yeah... poor thumb... it scraped its skin... n when i was bathing gus now.... da soap got in n it stung real bad...
haha... i sound like a winer.... haha as in those ppl hu wine[sa jiao] alot..
yay...!!! 2dae is offcially my 17th month anniversary... yupp... love u honey.. so fast la... haha... time flies by, without mi even noticing...
he's at mustafa now... shopping wif his parents... didnt wanna go, so late already... haha... i wanna sleep.. n eat durians...! their my fav of da fav friut..!!! smells delicious... tastes even beta..
duno y sum ppl n esp those ang mo find it smelly... they even haf it on fear factos when they force those participants 2 eat it.. haha... they wouldnt even haf 2 force mi la.. i'll eat all 4 them...lol..
Peter cooked aglio olio 2dae... gus now 4 dinner la.. haha.. i cut da chicken n mushrooms n smelly garlic.. yeah.. i'm getting beta at tis cooking stuff.. so proud of myself again.. haha..
hmm... okok... i wna go sleep n prepare 4 2moro... haha... tanning... im goin tanning,.. i now God will hold back da rain... yeah yeah yeah.. haha...
ok... byee peeps...
n happy anniversay dear... love u da most..
love ya all too ppl...!!
lets fly lets fly awayy...

2005-07-07T10:59:00.000+08:00

ok...so im in class now.... internet n web com... gus had 2 tests... got 20 for da 1st n 17 for da second... my frenz think im a html freak.. haha... no la... wasnt mi... its was DEFINATELY God... yeah... i couldnt haf pulled tt stunt off myself... serious... aniwae... i bought tis super delicious apple tea... yuppp.. realli tasted like apple, not da artificial kind... think i'lll try passion fruit n blackberry nx time... i didnt dare drink milo ahain tis morning... was already hafing da 1st signs of stomach ach... yeah... didnt even eat anithing... tt paranoid... haha.. hey, u try hafing stomach ach every thurs la... den u'll be as paranoid as mi..
i've been pretty bz these daes... n busier still... all projects 4 due soon... n i mean alot of them... icas n exams r gus round da corner... v NEAR corner... hmm.... ohwell.. i shall not worry, gus trust tt God will carry mi thru, as usual.. yeah..
im in love im in love im in love... haha.... guess hu..... haha... obvious rite... oh well... its been some time since i last spent time wif him... yes its U peter tan zhi hao... hahaha... i'll probably feel so embarrassed when i read tis again, but hu cares... its my blog...
haha... yest on my way home on da train wif seeto, subas n jerein... haha, they were crapping abt farni names n stupid jokes... i like da one abt da anthony 'gusaname' haha... toopid... n da hongki 50 cents thing... haha... tanabalan.... oh well.... ok, ms yuen's back.... byeee

2005-07-06T00:29:00.000+08:00

BECKHAM WAS IN NYP TODAY!!!! i was tis close to him... should haf skipped boring stats lect 4 this once in 4eva opportunity...! such a waste..!

2005-06-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

i wanna b a reflector
i wanna shower your glory
i wanna let the whole world know tt you ur living in me
i wanna run wif ur fire
shine my light a little brighter
i wanna let the whold world know tt jesus lives in me.

2005-06-24T14:08:00.000+08:00

im in some elearn plaza in sch now.. yupp... some ulu place at block d level 1. doing internet n web com proj. realli stressful mann... we actually found da stuff n all already, put it in da win word, den i saved my info in my desktop. but i had 2 restart my com cuz its like super laggy la.. den guess wad... ALL DA INFO DISAPPEARED!!!! yeah... it was bad.. but lucki;y kai helped mi la.. so ig us had 2 redo 1 question..
den when we saved it in da thumb drive tis time.. kai's second question diseappeared... oh well... but it was fun... now we're making sure those info stay where they r..
i had bbq on wed... it was fun.. 1st time in like 4eva, i realli ate there... da chicken wings were fantastic... realli... they were realli good, not cao ta... not raw... but juicy n nice.. haha... so were da sotong n sotong balls... yupp... oO... i oso liked the prata... yes.... roti prata.... u should try it nx time. butter n honey it... its real good too... haha.... 100% chop chop!!
sch's starting already. nx week la... so fast... 2 weeks already passed... seems like only 2 daes... :X oh well... i miz my frenz.. yeah...
second audition of foreign bod is on da 1st of july... realli hope its something i can do.. haha...
some off da ppl there... realli... they take da audition too seriously la... dun even smile or wad... so scary... but i shall not be intimidated by them.. haha./.. we n dee will make it thru...!! ok... i beta go do my proj... b4 they sae i'm slacking...
byeee..

2005-06-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

yest's rehearsal was goot!! haha... it actually went well, besides da stronger den song, which poor jo[joseph.. there were 3 jos.. mi, josphine, n joseph] had 2 keep playing den stop, den start playing again.. goot job there!! haha.. yest they had sum bbq goin on downstairs.. at da badminton court.. we were so jealous... cuz we were hafing worship rehearsal, den cnanot eat.. but sum kind souls helped us bbq sum food.. kind souls? hmm... u'll c later... so aft rehearsal, we went 2 amelia's room, where da food were kept safe, n we went 2 eat them.. tasted real bad.. da food were cold n caotah!!! n sum were wvwn raw... think i ate most of da raw ones, cuz i had indigestion da whole nite, n couldnt haf a proper sleep.. haix.. tis morning didnt feel ani better... but i prayed abt it.. yeah.. haha... spiritual warfare.. haha..
cindy puked 4 times.. yeah... hmm, maybe she used up all da water in da toilet... cuz aft tt when i went 2 pee... i couldnt realli flush.. cuz there was no water.. n i couldnt reali wash my hands, cuz da water was like.. pathetic.. like water ration.. lol.. or even worst.. opps.. hha...
aniwae, had cg.. got dan a stuffed monkey which looked like him, n zac a laser beam.. haha.. almost look like da real thing la.. wif sound effects n all.. think he loved his prezzie.. lol... could tell.. he was grinnig like crazy...
2moro i'll b working s2... hvent been working tt shift in a long time... haha... yeah.. i hate work... but i also loveit...
im crazy....
ok... bye world..
love u all.
love my honey the mostest!!
ur love is stronger den, the sound of heaven's praises, higher den, the lofty mountain peaks, deeper den, the deepest ocean valleys, strong enough for mi...

2005-06-17T00:21:00.000+08:00

i actually blogged super long yest.. but.. when i wnan publish it... everything jamed... dne it didnt come out.. sad... oh well..
2dae, i wont blog tt long already..
went 2 work 2dae.. not slam la... met a guy, gary. worked in spageds b4.. yeah. den go army.. now cum back a while.
im not in da best of moods 2dae.. yeah.. not pmsing tho.. duno la. oh well. peter's pissed wif mi, as usual, n he's not answering my calls... alwaes happens tis wae.. duno is it da hp connectin or wad..
will b working on sat. 1-4.. hmm weird timing.. but hey, andy asked mi 2 work, so gus work la.. didnt noe it wqas sum special dae la.. n i'l b hafing rehearsals on tt dae too... czuz im back up singing on sundae...
2moro. gonna do smth 2 my hair... i hope.. den got to meet my group 4 project in da aftnoon, den will b meeting yunyu 4 dinner.. yupyup... so amazing tt she has time 4 dinner wif mi.. haha... smth unusual.. hmm...
i wish i had cable tv.. den i wont need 2 bother wad 2 do when im bored. i'll gus watch tv.. when i got nth 2 do, i'll watch tv, when im tired, i'll watch tv.. when im thinking abt doin my homework, i'll watch tv... haha...
tt's life ppl..
ok, gtg
good nit world..
til 2moro..
love ya all...

boring hols...

2005-06-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

hey there fellow blog-readers , 2dae i had stats group project.. went 2 school.. saw pohyee on d wae there... wonder wad she was doin in yck.. hmm... aniwae... it was quite boring... had 2 tabulate surveys n stuff...
we were quite hungry 1/2 wae thru.. so we abandoned pinghui... 2 go eat mac..!! haha... yeah... we're not evil la... aniwae she had her bf wif her ma... n she's not scared of ghost... kool rite... *sheesh*
den i met him 4 a while... den met jerein... 2dae's her 1st dae at work at spageds...! how cool can tt be... saw jo on my wae there.... he was on his wae 4 breakdance classes at da com centre... i wanan go learn too...!!!
yest had foreign bod audition.. did well in practise... but when it came 2 da real thing.... crewed up like nobody'sd business... oh well. i dun wanan think abt it... gus wanna c da results fast...
work 2daw was slam... had many ppl cuming in... n they didnt wanna leave til ft out closing time... such idiots... oh well... had maggie mee on da stairs aft tt... chilli crab.. they didnt haf da xo wan tt i like...
i haf 2 ask.. wad's wif malay guys n letting da whole world c their boxers aniwae...? haha... *cheesy*
my bro flew off 2 sum mountain in malaysia 2dae... haha... oh well... im bored.. n restless... as usual.... y dun i haf anithing exciting in my life 2 do... tt's if u excluse waitressing... hmm.... looking at jerein's nick.. she's hafing a hard time at spageds too... hah...oh well...
cut hair cut hair... i wnan cut hair... shawn cutted his hair.. lol... so did dee... hmm... n peter!!... it looks so much nicer now... oh... n cheoky... hmm... gonna b my turn too... i like winnie da pooh... [ok... tt was kinda out ]
aniwaezz... guess u peeps r gus killing time reading my blog... is it fun...? as in 2 read my blog... if it is... pls tag mi to tell mi abt it... n boost my moral.... so tt i would look forward to blogging in future... yeah... im serious... not joking...
tag mi.... PEOPLE... TAG MIII....!! i need more frenz...

2005-06-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

actually... i blog already... but duno y cannot save... den all gone.... got alot summore... toked abt writting in poems... abt yest's food mania... abt alot of stuffss...
2dae i spent da whole dae slacking.. i was so bored... i tot i was gonna die from bordem... seriously... gus went out 2 eat dinner.. tt's all... was home da rest of da time.... online.... or trying 2 get online... tokoin 2 on da fone... watching telly... listening 2 da radio... like now... i realli hope i'll haf more things 2 do nx week.. called quite a few ppl.. all bz wif sch n stuff... n my nx week schedule got screwed up... so i duno if im even working nx week.. haiz... y liddat?
he took out his picanto plate thingy.... spent another whole chunk of time doin so... bought erasers from popular 2 eraser those 'stains'... all beta now... no more mark... all thankz 2 mi... n my patience...
i wan go out.. my mummy's back in spore... means she can help mi do up my blog.. im so sick of this layout... hmm... y is my class not enthu abt sentosa.... everybody like so bz... no1's free... only cheoky... but he's still working la... peter's got school...
oh... im hafing foreign bods audition 2moro... hope t goes well n i get in.... as well as my frens...
ok.. beta publish... b4 it conks out again....

family's OFF to malayssia...

2005-06-05T01:51:00.000+08:00

im bored.. my family's off... yupp... im alone on spore... ok.. so manybe not reali alone... but they've nv left mi alone in a country all by myself b4... how m i not suppose 2 freak out.. ok... so maybe its only 4 abt 4 daes... but still.. hmm... oh well... pros n cons la...
i hope they get mi loads n loads of chewing gum... yupp... diff flavours....
ive cut my hair... y.. like last sundae la.. hmm... been walking ard wif lightning fried hair 4 da past week... actually.... ok... its quite bad la.. but ive been using loads of conditioner la... hmmm... its getting beta... i hope... oh well... my hair will grow... i gus wont bleach it nx time... yeah... 2moro i'll b goin ncc... its been quite a while since ive been there.. realli miz tt place.. muahaha... n da pastor's jokes....
ok... im off now... til another time....
love ma homies... haha...
bye all..!

2005-06-02T11:02:00.000+08:00

help mi.... im bored...now is oral caom again.... its break time.... so i8 can blog. cuz i told myself 2 b a good student n listen 2 class... so tt's wad i've been doin 4 da past 2 hrs... yupp.. cept 4 da long break we took by ourselves.... at mac... eating... sslllooooowwwwwwwwwllllyyyyyyyyyy....... heez... we deserved it la... 2dae... we learnt html stuf... like how 2 make words bold n slanted.... lol... cool rite... i mean i knew how 2 do tt b4 la... but still... haha..
ok... im goin... goin.... gone...
im suppose 2 b a good student n not exploit sch's internet during class remember...

2005-05-31T17:50:00.000+08:00

having stomach ach... hafing oral com now.. aft tizs.. its home sweet home.
da toopid locker... spent a whole 20 mins yest trying 2 open da damn thing.. its aleways stuck... n we cant get da damn numbers rite... oh da wae 2 open it... realli spastic.. n we dun wanna ask ppl there.. they'll think we're noobs.. all in da name of not 'losing face'...
ok... bye...

hello....

2005-05-26T09:59:00.000+08:00

hey peeps.... my fellow blog readers.... its internet n web commnications again... gus now mi, chew, py, rein n pam got 'scolded' my ms yuan... y??? cuz we didnt ask 4 permision 4 goin 2 da toilet n we gus left da class w/o telling her... stupid rite... yeah i think so too. py got it from tt lady... haha... but i was like... 'y muz we inform u? its not sec sch animore' den when gus toked abt tupid things... den i gave up n asked her if we could use da 'toilet'. lets gus sae if we told her we were goin 2 cheers... she would gus flip la... im scared she would get a heart attack.! haha. so iw as gus being nice.. nobody said out 'toilet' couldnt haf chicken paos n curry puffs n macs in it... muahaha...
i havent blogged in quite a while... think now i'll try n blog once a week... during tis boring 3-hr class la.. lol.. 2dae's my church bestie's bdae... happy birthdae gal... hope ur enjoying urself in sch wif ur frenz.., yupp.
now's break... i think i wont surf da net later...i'll b nice n read a book while she's toking.. yupp. gus ate a curry puff n drank strawberry yougurt!! yummyumm... nw i tfeel a stomach ache comin along.. haha... wad's tis mann....
aniwae... my darling's been v sweet 2 mi these daes... fetched mi home from work yest... yupp... tho where wasnt da mee sua.. hmm... haha... oh well. thanx hon!!love u more each dae!!
everybody's blogging la... all those sitting ard mi... haha. so im not d aonly sinful one...
hmm.. i miss my mummy... in US.. hope she's coming bck soon... realli wanna c her... n also i neeed her 2 change my blog pics 4 mi la.. lo.. but tt's secondary.. serious...
ok. i shall blog til she comes back.. atually... watched drumline yest nite... or should i sae early tis morning.... so tired now la.. but da show ws damn !!! damn good tt is... haha... now... i wana watch you got served... tt's another superb show... cannot b missed...
ok la....
guess i should go already...
i love my frenz..
my family...
esp my dearest special 1... love u da most..[gus remember not 2 wax ur car everydae la... not v good...]&*smiles hon*
nonedaless... love u all peeps....
jojo OUT!!!

hello... its gus plain ol' mi

2005-05-21T19:46:00.000+08:00

hey there ppl.... hmm.. da more i look at my blog.. da more i find it borning... n da pic r so back dated... but da only person i noe hu can help mi update them is my dearest mumy... b7ut i dun think she's v free now... think she's quite bz... hmm... maybe whne i c her online... or when she reads this blog... she'll help mi do smth abt it... heez... [HINT HINT]
i noe i noe.... i havent blogged in along time agagin.... n i didnt blog during internet n web com lesson tis week... surprising rite.. oh wel... i wad caught up wif my stats hw... yeah... n we had qui too... many things haf happened already..
adeline came back 2 visit us at spags 2dae... she's leaving 4 aus tonight.... realli mi her.... pray tt God will keep her safe n grant her journey mercy... n also b wif her thruout da 1 yr she'll b working there... almost cried..... when she left... but i noe she'll b back... n i'll still b working at spags when she comes back 2 revisit... muahaha..
i've booked da bbq pit 4 my class's outing in june already.... we'll b bbqing at east coast park... there'll b lots of yumy food.. n ppl... i hope... n da eather will b terrific..!! yupp. but 1st... we all haf 2 get thru out icas... their coming... sooner den we had expected.. tokin abt it... i'd better start rewading da notes rather then those new, interesting story books ive gus borrowed from da library@orchard 2dae.. hmm.... tempting...
its raining cats n dogs.. well, it was raining cats n dogs... now da ky's gus super blak n da air n moist n cool... n da atmosphere... well.... its not v nice... but its u rite 2 nap... or sleep til 2moro.. wadeva...
im starting 2 get da hang of my laptop... went 2 fee's hse yest n copied over quite a no of songs.. haha.. yeah.. i like da idea of a portable computer...
when my family goes 2 malaysia 4 chuch camp during june... i'll b home alone... but no worries... i'll ask ppl 2 cum stay over.. heez... it'll b fun n not boring of scary...
gus went 2 da dentist again on fri.. skipped lessons again 4 tt.... i broke another 2 brakets n gotta haf 'em fixed... hate da taste of cement....[gross]n hafing a wet cotton ball soaked in ur saliva in ur mouth... u wanna remove it but u cant n da slightest move will squeeze da saliva out of da ball.. da only thing u can do... is swallow it back in... [puke!!] but.... i managed 2 survive...
there's unleashed tis sundae.. yay... finally aft so long... hmm... i guess it'll b fun... yupp....
ok peeps.. ive been tokin alot....
i miz my darling.... he had sum house warming 2dae.. tt's y im stuck at home... n he's sis is cumming back from US 2night... goin 2 pick her up.. haha...not mi... i mean them...
gus wanna tell u i miz u alot dear...
ur school's starting soon.. wont b able 2 see u tt often aleady... i guss its all part of life...
aniwae... love u da moerster da morester...!! haha...
muahhh!! love all.bye......~

hey there...

2005-05-12T10:35:00.000+08:00

im back here again.... yupp, its internet n web commuications now... im sitting at da back of da class... not listening 2 da teacher again, as usual. hope she doesnt call out my name... if not im so dead.. had 2 quizes gus now... scored quite well... tho i didnt study at all. i knew it wasnt mi... but God. yeah.. he realli works miricles.. went 2 'breakfast' gus now. now hafing terrible stomach ach n cramps... urgh... think im geting my period soon...hope i get it soon. hate da feeling of pmsing, mooding, n hafing terrible cramps, n tt damn thing is not even coming... irritating.
yayness..!!~ later will b goin out wif fee... miz her lots mann.... but first, she'll b peiing mi 2 da dentist 2 go 'repair' my braces... da bracket broke again. i think i've broken abt 5 of them already. so troublesome wan.. everytime break muz go back ask them remove it or cut da wire 4 mi. hmm... think da cement they use is not strong enuf. wait i go scold da dentist... n da irritating thing abt it is tt if ur late 2 ur appointment 4 gus 5 mins, they'll make u wait there 4 like abt an hour. hmm... aniwae... fee wans 2 get jeans.. haha... but she wans da 20% disc... so she'll gonna c manda at sk there.. haha..
2moro will b jam n hop, gus cant wait... it'll b so fun... btu we havent decided wad 2 wear yet.. most prob would b goin ms aft tt. haha.. will b goin in a big grp, so will b safe... duno how 2 break it 2 my honey.... 2 get him 2 trust mi goin 2 such places... hmmm...[honey.. lurve u lots...!!~]
[phew...] gus used da toilet.. let EVERYTHING out... dammn song la.. hmm... thank God 4 arseholes... haha.. ok... where was i.. yhea abt ms 2moro aft jam n hop... itll b quite fun... we'll b joining loraine nadya.. n da gals in my class.. lol. gus hope da attack of da stomach ach wont come.
yay.. its break again.. i did my stats hw already... gonna write my oral com speach in da nx 1hr lesson. lol..
ok... chew's complaning tt i bvlog v liong.... gonna stop den..
dear... im not pmsing already... i think. haha...
i miz u so much... hope u miz mi too when u read tis blog..
lurf ya! [mUaCkX]

no matter where u r, wad ur doin.. us wanna let my dearest darling noe tt im missing him like crazy now. love.

time of da month

2005-05-10T00:21:00.000+08:00

im realli feeling screwed up.. 1 moment im luffing,smiling.. da nx. i feel like da whole world's against mi.. putting mi down everytime i try 2 stand up. y is it so hard 2 b a fren.. or y is it so hard 2 make frens.. ppl r nice 2 u upfront.. but do u realli noe hu they r behind closed doors. do they realli noe mi? how i realli am when im alone..
love is a v complicated thing.. sum go into it 4 comfort... sum 4 company... even sum.. sadly but quite true.. 4 sex. love.. do i realli noe da meaning of love... do i fully understand da responsibilities that comes along wif it? haf i got wad it takes 2 carry out, pull off, or even maintain a stable, 2-wae relationship...? many a time.. we ask ourselves these questions...
oh well.. i may be thinking too much.. pondering abt nth..hmm...

hey there u earthlings...

2005-05-05T10:29:00.000+08:00

im confused.... should i continue listening 2 da borning but compulsory 'lecture'. or should i gus continue blogging?? oh well.. i was late 4 class 2dae... woke up super late la... class starts at 9.. but i woke up at 8.40.. i was rushing like sum mad woman ard da house la... was contemplating wheher i should cab down... called peter... n he said he would drive mi 2 sch... yupp. so,where i was. sitting in his car... already super late 4 class... i rushed up da stairs n 2 da lab.. only 2 b gretted by jean....'y r u wearing shorts? ur not suppose 2 wear shorts.' haha... she said it in a chi-na, hongki wae... haha... kinda humorous.. was last 4 a test... i got 23 out of 25 rite.. haha... think my brain works beta under prssure.! lol... so here i am.. sitting alone in front... bored 2 death.. n hungry... makes mi wonder which would kill mi 1st.. hmm...
ivegot purple nails... haha... gothic... oh well.. i like it!!
jam n hop is on fri da 13th..!! im sure there'll b fun fun FUN!!. all those ppl there.. dancing,... haha. da theme is retro n hip hop..!! lol.. ogls r like 'forcing' n 'threatening' us 2 go la.. lol...
i'll b 'serving in da helps ministry' tis sundae.. lol... gonna backup sing... changing dirty dipers...
ok.. guess i should b goin... haha...
bye.!~
hey honey.. if u c tis.. gus wanna tell u i may b pmsing these daes...
but i still luve ya...

nth much,,,

2005-05-01T00:59:00.000+08:00

heyy dear readers... im now blogging in da dark... on my bed. wif da com on my lap.. typing away.. listeninh 2 music... tis is realli good.. may even b thereputic... i feel so.. relaxed.. hmm.. i maybe realli lieing tis.. n haha.. b4 i noe it.. it'll ba a habit 2 blog in da dark b4 sleeping... hey... aft sum time.. i'll be able 2 type without looking at da keyboard... n concentrate on da screen... kool huh...
i worked tis morning... but i kinda worked OT cuz i waws suppose 2 end work at 3... but ended at 4 instead... ppl gus kept cuming in.. yeah... so irritating.. den went 2 do a lil shoping wif beth.. bought a top from topshop la... its realli nice... but all da sales personal were wearing tt.. den i met peter went shopping at tampines... far rite... was super tired la.. hmm.. oh well.. duno wad else 2 sae.. mostly tt im tired. n i lack beauty sleep... yawn.. try 2 b y crappy self.. need 2 b awake in order 2 do so... ok. hmm.. where can i get new n nice songs... i need websites where i can get mp3..
peter's car will only come aft tues... tt's inda saddening.. oh well. gus haf 2 b patient.. ok. gtg... need 2 sleep badly.. byebyepeeps...

lurfyahoney..

hello peeps...!

2005-04-30T00:38:00.000+08:00

hello there peeps... been sum time since i blogged.. but i guess i'll be blogging more often now tt its more convenient 4 mi 2 long on 2 da net...yupp... got a laptop... my v first wan... its white in colour... n its small n compact... realli cool... u could call it love at 1st sight.. yupp. oh well.. im gonna take real good care of it... peter says tt i'll take good care of it at least 4 da 1st few months... hmm.. gonna try n proof him wrong..! jerein gotda same 1 as mi too.. yupp... she said it was v cool too.. hmm.... duno y i gus haf tis thing 4 white laptops... too bad we're not able 2 use apple laptops... they rock totally la..! so cool can... gus lurve it mann.. oh well... im more den contented wif wad im hafing now..
yayness! long weekend awaiting mi... hmm... at least 4 3 daes la.. cuz of labour dae on mon!!.... bad they'll haf 2 postpone all da lectures n tutorials on tt sdae 2 another dae.. [bummer] oh well... hmm... im getting tired of lectures... n hafing 2 move ard so much... aft every other hour... but moving ard in big grps n as a class helps... we tok on da wae n b4 we noe it... we're already in out seats waiting 4 our dear lecturers 2 come in.. i hate macroecons class.. da toopid lecturer has smth against our class... definately la.... n he talks 2 boringly... but on da other hand... management class rockz... michael hang rockx... he's real funni... n doesnt repeat his jokes.. like sum other lecturer does... my heart literally bleeeds... wadeva.. lol...
we got tis thing abt painted nails now.. haha... keep changing da colours on our nails.. maybe cuz our classes r reali too boring already... i did my nails white during 1 of those boring maceoecons class.... yupp... but now its skin colour... nx i'll try denyse's purplish black polish... looks reali gothic... but i like it.. muahaha...
chewy periced her navel again 2dae.. yupp... denyse wanted 2 get another tongue pericing... but didnt.. pal wanted a nipple percing... we all dared him 2 do it.... but as usual.. he chickened out la... den js wanted 2 do his tongue too... hmm... oh well... my class n ogls r cool ppl.. realli... gus tt sum times they can b real crazy... but gus bare wif it 4 a while.... lol... den u'll get used 2 it... like i m now....
wad else can i sae... 2dae we haf PEm dae... its was ok la.. kinda boring at 1st... but us gals haf a gossiping session la.. was so funni.. lolx.... gals realli noe stuffs... den haf sum presentations la... everybody was liek singing 2 da sons rather den loking at da slides.. ok.. at least i was doin that.. den we had free time.. azar asked ua wad we wanted 2 do.. sum1 asked if we could go home.. lol.. [of cuz it wasnt approved la] we went 2 da vedio room instead.. n we gus toked... azar was damn funni la... he realli made us luff wif his jokes n stories abt gays n stuff.. toopid guy.. haha.. but we still luf his as our beloved PM la. haha.. [in case he's reading tis]
oOo... 4 those of u hu r intersted.. peter's getting his v 1st car..!! soon!!.. v soon!! hah.. im so excited.. but i bet he's 100 times more excited den mi la... sfu4086u.. yupp... he's complaining tt i spend too much time wif my 'new bf aka my laptop'.. so. lets gus c hu spends more time wif hu la.. hmm.. tokin abt laptop.. think i should get a name 4 mi white beauty.. lol... she's real pretty.... okok.. think ill stop here.. gotta tok 2 my honey already... chao ppl...
joanne's outtt...!!~

happy birthdae 2 mi...!

2005-04-26T23:33:00.000+08:00

im 17... already... yupp... finally... actually.... wad's da bif deal abt being 17.... i still cant learn 2 drive.. haha... my classmates celebrated it 4 mi...! went 2 mac at amk... den they surprised mi wif a chocolate cake... got smashed by pal la.... toopid ogl of mine.... pretend take pic nice nice den from nowhere.... or from behind... cum smash it on my face.... even my ear kena... damn gross la... oh well.... we had fun... n they embarressed mi in fromt of liek so many mac-ewaters la.... haha... oh well.... once in a year thing... i dun mind lo...
b4 tt went j8 eat tepenyaki... was so damn nice la... yupp den had ice cream at swensens.... haha... i had many many cakes in total la... yupp.... think im gaining weight like nobodys business la... hmm... beta stop all these nonsense 4 sum time... haha... den aft a while... i can start wif it again..... [crap]
i gus lurve my class 0505... we rock totally la... like every other class is boning.... even da ogls say so... we so totally rule la... haha... realli duno how i would servive if i were in another class mann.....
i've gus been mia 4 abt 1 hr... think im gonna sleep too... super tired... long dae ahead of mi 2moro... yupp.... bye peeps...!~

2005-04-15T12:44:00.000+08:00

hmm.... havent u peeps noticed... i usually blog only when im not in a v good mood.... not tt i dun blog abt happy things.... but most of da time is abt not so happy things... im havin terrible....... cramps... yupp.. n i'll haf 2 work later..... stand 4 5hrs straight... lets gus sae.... it wont b tt comfortable..
school's starting..... orientation on mon.... will b meeting new ppl.... getting 2 noe more irritating ppl... i should b happy.... but im not in da mood now... n da weather's not helping either..... where's da rain when u wan it so badly.....

somebody get mi unlimited supply of tissue paper...

2005-04-05T13:27:00.000+08:00

i noe everytime i blog... its like da stuff tt happened realli happened quite long ago... hhaa... oh well. beta late den nv.. went for medical check up on sat... had 2 pee in a cup... i was so scared i'd pee on my hand.... grossgross. aniwae... i managed it quite well. n.. well.... pee-ed in da cup la. was n haf been sick 4 quite sum time already... stubborn lil mi.... dun wanna go c da doc.. yupp. oh well... guess i'm gettin beta... [i hope..] its da case of da runnin nose again... yupp... n sore throat... went shopping yestdae wif snoopie, beth n cw..! was so HAPPY... yupp. CAN FINALLY GO SHOPPING...! ha... we went 2 many places.... i bought a top from zara... its realli cool... think i'm gonna drop by topshop 1 of these daes... go get a top i saw there too... den we went bugis village.... n i bargained wif da sales person... haha.. den got a skirt 4 1 dollar less! cool huh... shopping is relli addictive... think i'll most prob b getting myself 1 of those pumps... yupp. kinda like lydia's... but think i';ll get black.. haha... need 2 prepare 4 poly [u noe wad i mean] actually.... cum 2 think of it... i havent realli bought myself smth eva since i started work... all da money goes 2 transport fares...[which could gus kill u la] , offerings...[ok... i'm not complaining abt tis] n well... food, n more FOOD!. i'm startin 2 think i haf smth wrong wif mi... i get hungry so fast.... n i need 2 b constantly munching on smth... suddenly so many cravings haf gotten da beta of mi... hmm... temptation.... of food...?! yeh... its definately a silent killer... i gus ate so many rubbish 4 breakfast gus now... n now, im hungry again... all these tok abt food....
i think im v heaty... been getting those pimples on my face... even amelia's porduct doesnt help.... haiz... n im suppose 2 get a pic taken 4 my poly ez-link card... i dun wanna go ard loking like sum 'goon' on my card... but i also dun think i'm paranoid abt it... wad's wrong wif a gal wanting 2 look nice in a pic? [NTH!] yeha... oh well... guess i'll gus end here... need 2 go get my medical report back. n look 4 a place tt has digital photography....

'im gonna porposely step in God's abundant grace for mi..'

2005-03-29T12:07:00.000+08:00

its wet outside.... im keeping sane by listening 2 perfect 10... my ear lobe is itching..... hmm.... but its so funni scratching an ear lobe.... its so cute... [scratch scratch] i wanna go tan... my colour is fading big time...hmm.... but i cant seem 2 find my goggles... been searching everywhere... somebody stole it from right under my nose.... wait til i get my hands on tt person....... thing.... wadeva.
hmm.... tongue piercing.... nose piercing? eyebrow piercing... ear piercing... [boring!!] genital piercing?! [ouch..] nipple piercing..... [double ouch!~] navel piercing... [rockx totally] tatooing... [oO... cool!~] butterfly.. dolphin..[yeah...] tiny fairy... heart-shape... tribal..? skull....?! lizard..[haha] dragon... snake... tiger. black puma....hmm... on da arm... [well...] leg... calve? above ankle... [hmm.....] thigh...?! upper arm...[norm] sholder blade...[cool..!] hip bone...[oOo yeah] face...??!! back of neck...[star... nice]

feed my brain....!

'I walk a lonely road, the only one that i haf ever known. i walk this empty street, on the boulevard of broken dreams...'

nth much.... mooding swing swing .....

2005-03-21T13:37:00.000+08:00

past few daes seemed 2 haf flown by so quickly.... was working only on 2 daes... had sum meeting in church on sat.... n ya.... sundae came... went 2 church.... earlier den i used 2... had prayer n praise. da songs were ok la, yupp. but i tot there were suppose 2 b more songs. oh well. i'll b singing again... aft such a long brewak. nx week. its ig service summore.... n ben didnt tell mi abt it... ya ben, ur SO responsible.... haha. within da last week. i had wtched 2 movies... robots n son of da mask.... robots was realli cute n crappy.... but son of da mask was gus a waste of money... where do ideas like tt come from aniwae...
so i was holy yest n went church n stuff.... ncc was great.. havent been there 4 da past 3 weeks or so. felt so blessed n all holy n stuff. but when i came out of da rock, i had thhis queezy feeling in my tummy.... thurned out, it was a maxture of needing 2 use da toilet n needing 2 eat... pissed some1 off again..... yupp. da rest is history. dun feel like elaborating...
i went 2 orchard library on fri wif chengwei n ben... n guess wad.. i borrowed 2 thick books..!~ haha.... n im reading them too.... maybe i'll make reading my new hobby. gus tt im lazy 2 go all da wae 2 da library 2 return da books,,,, oh well, i'll get chengwei 2 do it 4 mi... haha... thanx gal..
2dae's my mummy's bdae.... she's... hmm..... in her late 40s... yupp. actually not v sure wad's her actual age la... but she n my daddy 4 13 yrs apart.... s in their age la... yupp... i find it quite kool n amusing... i wouldnt wanna marry some1 so much older den mi. wad would we tok abt...?
duno wad's wrong wif mi these dae... i keep sneezing in multiples... like suddenly... hmm... woke up late 2dae.... aft noon.... went downstairs 2 c if there was anithing 2 eat..... only managed 2 find a piece of mango cake.... guess tt'll b my lunch 4 2dae... not realli in much appitite 2 eat. i've got a ponge on my tummy.... i'm not fat or wad.... gus got tt extra bit there. n i dun like it la... sit down n all ur fat in tt area gets squashed n ppl can c... haha... so gross. i noe cuz i've seen ppl's wan... actually i find tt im on meaty enuf... wear sleeveless n my arms look like tootpicks...
oh well, im still v thankful to God tt im slim... n not fat... yupp. tt im normal... i mean, those not so mornal ppl wouldnt b worrying if they had a ponge on da tummy.... or whether they had a huge pimple on their faces... n even if there was.... i thank God tt i dun haf acne... yup. so actually. if u r more optimistic abt things den thinking of it da other wae.... u got alot of things 2 thank God 4... yupp. heyy... i'm making sense... haha. so instead of a long list of complaints u wanna bring 2 God.... y not a long list of thank yous? yupp.... haha.... i'm greatly blessed, highly favoured... oh yeah... haf been quite down, depressed these daes.... but i guess its time 2 change... yupp. i dun like being sad all da time aniwae....
hmm... the fan in my bro's room is making funni noises.... weird.. haha. well, at least da stuffs in my house r not over-heated... [rite edmund]
[sigh] i feel so much lighter now aft blogging.... blogging or toking 2 sum1 or sumthing realli helps... 4 mi.... cus im an IS... haha... yupp...

ok bye.

poor lil' thing

2005-03-10T01:32:00.000+08:00

peter n i found a cute lil' puppy tt dae. its black n...... cute. ya. it followed mi, n so i broght it home. so, so maybe not 2 my home. but, peter's mom n dad didnt object 2 it...[tt violently la] yupp... so here it is, having a bet an proper home. having proper food n water being supplied 4 free.... haha.... mucham free lodging n accomodation... ioh well, but duno whether he'll keep it 4eva or not. he's still thinking abt it tho.. yupp. its realli cute la, looks at u wif tt puppy dog eyes.... u gus cant resist it... haha.
okok, 2dae s2 was crazy, cuz i was runner 4 both shifts.....[ i think steven hates mi] made yet another new fren, his name is hamdan... yupp.... had 2 carry many many sizzlinis 2dae.... its like every customer was against mi la.... u noe how heavy da thing is not.... cuz u dun la... but its realli crazy 2 b carrying it 1 aft another... n being sizzled on by da hot slpats tt manovers 2 ur face n arms.... [ouch!] ok, maybe im over exaggerating.... haha.....i did closing all by myself... yupp.... wiped da expo, closed da beveraged n coffee machine, etc etc..... did it like sper fast. CW said tt she could onli close up everything in 1 hr's time.. muahahahha.... aniwaee.... gt 2 eat tiramisu aft tt... it was yum yum...
oh, let mi tell u abt a super unreasonable customer we had gus b4 closing... it was tis chinese couple... prob in their mid 30s... da lad was not da prob... it was da guy.... he felt tt we were pushing him 2 finish his meal, which we were not la. wad's wrong wif serving da soup n salad at da same time. but he wanted 2 finish da soup wif his wife 1st b4 anithing else came.... same went 4 da main course... n when he had 2 pay da bill b4 he finished his meal.[ cuz da cashier was closing la]. den gave my manager a good scolding. haha. bet we wont b seeing him back here ani time soon... oh well... lets gus sae he was trying 2 b a pain in da ass.... hate these kinda ppl hu think the 10% service charge their paying can make they kings n queens here... n usually their sporeans.... n english speaking.... [ indians r a totaly diff story atogether la] i'll tell u abt da IMMs [indian ma ma]s another time...
til nx time.... bye!~

back here again....

2005-03-07T15:15:00.000+08:00

da last time i bloged... was.... er... hmm, when was it again? aniwae.... guess i havent blogged abt my o level results.... hmm.... its ok i guess.... not tt bad, for sum1 hu didnt realli put her heart n soul into da dumb thing... haha... i'll most prob get into BM, unless God wans mi 2 go into tourism n hospitality.... den... haha... u can find mi at sentosa everydae... yay... oh well... a few ppl, did super well la..... [ still contemplating wheter i should go church nx week] haha... yeah... but a few didnt do tt well, feel kinda sad 4 them... its not like they cant speak proper english or wad... but they gus cant do tt well in written english... so? doesnt mean society despices them.... wadeva... so wad if u failed maths... doesnt mean u cant count.... i find tt in spore ar.... if u dun meet up 2 da majority's expectations.... ur outcasted.... dumb.... oh well, everything abt da gov's system is dumb....
y dun they haf helicopters or private jets 2 fly u from 1 end of spore 2 another.... if i get into tp... i'll b spending most of my time travelling to n fro... stupid rite.... if they had helicoptors, den i wouldnt need 2 worry abt leaving my hse 1hr in advance gus a b on time 4 lectures..... oh well.... its gus mi thinking to much... im bored c.... [haha, i muz haf guessed] aniwae, y m i writting so much shit here, its not like tis is da straits times or new paper which almost every1 reads like a bible eveerydae ...
hmm... wonder wad's ktv like? maybe i should ask michelle, she seems da kind tt goes ktv-ing every once in a while....maybe i should tag along when spageds ppl go da nx time... wad sda thing abt 1 gal hanging out wif many guys.... its a norm now.... there r many of these kinda things everywhere.... n wads this abt having many guys frenz.... i haf many guys frenz, doesnt mean i go ard flirting wif them.... im still happily 'married' .... so i dun c da big fuss abt it la.... sheesh...
ate at spageds tt dae, their stuff seriously raws.... 4 once i could sit down n wave my hands in da air n sum1 actually waits on mi.... haha... tho i dun realli like da feeling of my frenz waiting on mi la....c... im such a nicie....

im not feeling too good 2dae... in fact, im feeling terrible.... its liike when ur bored n got nth 2 do, u gus sit here n think. i've been goin thru ppl's blog, n i feel stupid, cuz i dun noe da 'correct wae' of blogging.... i feel tt i blog stupid... tt i dun no wad 2 write abt or how 2 tell ppl abt it... like 2dae... i gus watched tv da whole time.... i dun c anithing interesitng abt it... so i dun write it down.... but actually, it can b sumthing interesting.... i sat there infront of da tv... watching it.... letting it watch mi... was hungry.... but there was nth 2 eat.... cept tis whole frozen chicken in da fridge.... didnt noe how 2 cook it... so i gus waited n waited 4 daddy 2 come home n cook it 4 mi....im so irritated wif myself... i keep typing on da wrong letter, den i'll haf 2 lean forward 2 look at da screen n c wad mistake i had gus made n click on da backspace 2 correct it.... im not wearing my specs c... n i usually type w/o loking at da screen.... cuz even if i looked.... i wouldnt b able 2 see anithing.... haha. crap... so yeah... i'll most prob b spending tis entire beautiful dae at home.... gus wanan go out... haiz... btu i cant go out wif frenz cuz some1 will get jealous.... no1 has asked mi out aniwae... so i shall gus wait,..... n wait summore... yawn... boring life....

weehee...!~

2005-02-24T18:35:00.000+08:00

hot hot hot... da weather these daes r gus killing da beautiful plants n grass n trees in spore... so many bush n forest fires... kinda freaky... since i live gus opposite a huge forested area... [*gulp*] aniwae... heard tt we're gonna take back out results on mondae... at 2pm... yupp... not tis fri. on well... good n bad la... good... cuz i got tis humongous zit on my face... n bad cuz i dun like da feeling of not noeing smth n c other ppl worrying abt it like crazy... i find it stupid... yar.. worry so much 4 wad? u worry now or worry later, still will get da same results la...
had work 2dae,.... tis morning... was bz.. yupp. will b working again 2moro... n sat. haha. work's fun... ok, not when u get scolded by ur manager 2 times in a dae... but yar... gonna miz 2 frenz of mine... adeline n rishi... 1 goin 2 aus 2 work, another goin 2 pan pacific hotel 2 work...n i got a feeling those hu r working while waiting 4 a level results wont stay tt long oso... oh well... its gus a feeling la... so... hmm...
i dun wan poly to start... i like my life now.... goin 2 work on sum daes n others gus catching up on sleep... n goin out wif peter... den catching up on sleep again.... den goin 2 church... hmm... but when poly life starts... i noe i'll b bz la... ok... i'll b super bz... n i wont b able 2 catch my 12-hr sleep everydae animore... den i'll get super black rings under my eyes.... [sad] i guess i'd still b working when im in poly... kinda bu she de part wif spageds peeps... haha~ teir nice n stuf la... yupp. n i wanna earn sum cash 2 go shopping wif too... haha.... tho i'l still b getting my monthly allowance la... but, tt's beside da point... haha...
i need 2 go taning already... im so white... ok la... compared 2 sum other ppl, not so... but still... i wanna b tan, like those gals on roxy merchandise.... they totally rock..! [dream, dream, dream...]
drove past da zoo n nite safari yest.... wow... da zoo has reali changed alot, now more pro already... lok like survivor liddat.. haha..... i've never gone 2 nite safari b4... think i'll wana go sumtime soon la.... experience... haha.
gonna watch movie later... i hope... i think... oh well... aniwae.... v hungry.....hmmm..... da rum bly in my tumbly... alwaes wan.... food food food food FOOD FOOD FOOD!!!!!! bye..!~

church, church, we're goin 2 church

2005-02-21T11:35:00.000+08:00

went yf 2dae.... ok... os i was abit late, but i met michelle on da way, hu was also abit late wif mi. Rubean preached.... he was kinda funni la, gave us tis paper thingy which we didnt haf 2 take down ani notes on...[compared 2 winston, its unusual..] haha.. toked abt lurve... b4 tt, amelia came out wif sum 'free-from-sex-til-marriage' bands... haha... first they had fuck bands, now tis.... hmm... interesting... aniwae.... didnt stay 4 cg, cuz had 2 go ncc wif peter... hope clarice isnt pissed or sumthing.... she always looks pissed at smth... or maybe its mi... hmm.... found out tt dan n ruth also had 2 go.... cg was gonna b small... again...
reached suntec early, n had time 4 a proper branch... haha... walked ard carrefour abit b4 it was time 2 line up 4 service... u dun get 2 do tt 4 yf tho... as usual, we were entertained by da commotion happening downstairs at da atrium... there was sum total defence show, abit of hip hop dance... tis dancer had super flat abs.... so envying... n had tis tattoo on her back... looked like a butterfly from 3 storeys up... finally, da endless flow of ppl started pouring out of da rock, an indication tt service had ended but u still had 2 wait 4 abt 15 to 20 mins b4 da previous service had fully cleared da auditorium...rushed in..... n tried 2 find a good seat, 1 where u could c pastor prince's real face n not only da big screen projecting him.. service rocked, as usual...
when i exited da place aft sevice... saw my look-alike.... [for those hu r starting 2 think v hard of ani1 hu looks like mi... she's jamie yeo] ok, i dun look like her.... but many ppl sae there's a resecblance[is tt how u spell it]. she's kinda short.... expected her 2 b abit taller... oh well. saw kc too..... didnt noe he was attending ncc too, haha, cool ya... kc is my colluege, he's from nepal, came here 2 study n is currently on attachment at my restaurant.... yupp.
argh... getting back results... actually, im not scared or worried or anithing, but ppl ard mi r FREAKIN'.... n tt's freakin mi out.... peer pressure u see...oh well, i noe i'll do well, i believe so..... n i trust God so.... cuz of his finished work, ALL blessing will pour ABUNDENTLY upon mi... :D

'if u cloth da lilies of da valley, if u feed da birds up in da sky. Yayeya! How much more u give 2 mi, how much more ur love 4 mi, how much more ur heart cries out 4 mi. Gus bcuz u love mi.'

finally.....

2005-02-11T01:21:00.000+08:00

gus noticed how long its been sinced i last posted smth on my blog.... V long tt is... oh well... alot has happened in da past... hmm..... 2 weeks? yar.... havent gone online too la, feeling lazy n stuff... n pmsing n stuff.... but im beta now. harhar...
chinese new yr's gus over... collected alot of ang baos n visited alot of ppl... gonna haf a nice steamboat gathering at my house on sat. cant wait. ben 2 yrs since we had 1 like tt...i feel kinda guilty... cuz on new yrs eve i bropped da pressure cooker's pot cover n dented it... den now duno whether my daddy can still cook delicious soup wif tt animore....sorry daddy. oh well.... if he cant fix it... he'll gus haf 2 get another 1 den.he's not mad at mi la, gus relief i didnt drop tt heavy thing on my foot... dne he'll haf 2 waste more money.... so i guess he'd rather buy a new pot...
had reunion dinner at sum ulu restaurant in tiong bahru... there were only 2 cubicles of da toilets there. u could use da guys 1, gus make sure u lock da door... haha... da auntie told mi tt.... i gus nodded n smiled at her la. but i was luffing 2 myself while peeing... went 2 c fireworks wif peter aft tt at esplanade there. super nice nice nice la... hee.... i lurf fireworks u noe.... their so beautiful la... n peter said tt it was liek da whole world was celebrating our 1 yr anniversary wif us.... how sweet rite... but da bus ride home was killing... sat on nite-rider... went on a 2-hr journey b4 we could get back 2 yishun.... think i slept on da bus...aft tt was history... haha.
didnt realli buy much new yr clothes... couldnt find nice nice ones la... oOooo... saw kai's gurl tt dae i went shopping wif lydia.... haha... opps... mi n lyd met tis grp of angmos.... she tot they were so kool..... den we witnessed da central band marching on da road... we kpo kpo n follow them oso la... so cute lo... like sua gu liddat la...
hmm..., da situations above may not happen in chronological order cuz im gus typing down wad i remember when i remember... haha...aniwae... sleepy le.. 2morow working s2 summore... beta crash early.... byebye peeps.... til da nx time i find myself blogging, when i gather enuf patience 2 blog... byebye!~ happy belated chinese new year n early valentines dae peeps...
oh... u can make reservations at spageddies... yupp... during v. dae... haha...

MOOD SWING SWING SWING!!~

2005-01-31T11:50:00.000+08:00

ok.... yesterdae i was super super mood swinging k. tho now im beta aft sum sleep.... but i wrote down on paper wad im suppose 2 type on my blog 2dae.... tis is a WARNING, its gonna b 'vulgar' n harsh n i'll b shooting many ppl. so, if u're not ready 2 shut up abt it aft reading... den i suggest u stop here n close tis window...or visit somebody else's blog.cuz im gonna write down wad i wrote aniwae....
felt super moody n down 2dae...
felt like da whole world was indirectly shooting n insulting mi. i dunthink tt if ur family dun eat 2gether their 'dis-united-. wad crap>>!~ my family dun eva eat 2gether, n we're still fine.. we're still considered a family... duno y ppl haf so much emphasise on tis tupis issue... sum families can b eating 2gether b they dun even tok at da stupid dinner table...
i lurve my coloured hair... it totally rox... n i gus coloured it again... smth more obvious.... all u old-fashioned peeps out there. mind r own business. hu r u 2 judge whether u like my hair or not. look at urself 1st lo, u probably haf a bunch of hay on ur head or dun even haf hair...!n i hate ppl calling mi ah lian or ang mo... ! WOE U 2 PPL!~
alot of unhappy stuffs happened 2dae... n i dun feel like singing 4 worhip animore. seems tt my voice is gus not perfect enuf for 'em. wadeva. hey, i dun ahf da worst voice in yf...
by now, u would noe tt im super pissed at EVERYONE, including u....!
didnt like clarance's stupid preaching 2dae. wad's wif da spastic bluetag dude..! i hate smarty-pants, nerds, geeks, ppl hu act holy b r pieces of shit, n even more, ppl hu think their SO handsome n tt everygal would fall 4 them n r so egoistic abt it. shit u! loser mann.... get a life la...
if u dun like wad ur seeing.... sue mi. wadeva.

mood swing swing..~

2005-01-28T10:34:00.000+08:00

i duno wad 2 blog abt already. everydae now is holidae 4 mi, i dun even haf da CNY spirit animore. yesterdae nite, or super early tis morning. i was blasting planetshakers album n cutting up rough paper into small small bits n pieces. felt a tiny bit beta aft tt.
clemence has nade mi such a freak over planetshakers..... haha... i lurve 'em.... well.... prefer their fast songs to their slow songs tho... but still... haha... they rock..!~ yeap...wanna get whole of all da albums... heez...
guess y im mooding is cuz i've ben cooped up in tis house 4 nearly 3 daes.... n i miz my sec skool frenz..... yest sara called mi... haha... asked if i was working cuz they were passing by spageddies... n told mi 2 look out 4 sum 'back-stabbers' haha....
des said he was meeting up wif sky..... toked 2 him yest... n was thinking 2 myself.... abt sum stuff la...mized those peeps...
my church besty is soooo superrrrr bz wif skool....dun care ask her out shopping... wait she scream in my ear... haha... oh well.... this cny.... like nth liddat... i dun even noe wad clothes 2 wear... its like... so boring...
ive been reading tis chicken soup 4 da christian soul book.... da stories in there r so touching n real... get so emotional wheneva i read it. oh well... guess i'll stop here... getting boring already...

better then the riches of this world, better then the sound of my friends voices, better then the biggest dreams of my heart, ant thats just the start.......

2005-01-26T11:58:00.000+08:00

went queensway shopping centre wif peter 2 'shop' yest. [da ah beng ah lian place] he wanted to find cyn clothes, tot tt places liek orchard n bugis haf much more expensive clothes, while quensway haf much cheaper wans. duno y guys like 2 settle their shopping in as little shops as possible. like peter, he went 2 1 shop n bought as many shirts as he needed. den concluded his top-shopping. had 2 drag him out of tt shop to find his bottoms in other shops. [guys]
i bought a bag, smth i've been eyeing 4 quite sum time, n a skirt. aha. oOo, n i got tis studded belt, those u c on punks. haha.
bought planetshakers album. realli kool, fell in luv wif it. da shop i went was playing their songs too. wad a coincidence. thanx clemence, 4 introducing it 2 mi. now its my nx fav band, other den hillsongs.
im still in da middle of my shopping. waiting 4 lyd 2 tell mi when she can sk\hop wif mi. its much easier 2 shop wif gals. yupp. haha.
muaahhhh!~ lurf ya'll. ciao...

i dun care wad ppl will sae, im running aft u, i wont turn back n go their wae, im running aft u...

2005-01-24T10:26:00.000+08:00

ok.... i guess if ur a regular reader of my blog... u'd haf misse dout on quite a few daes of my life... haha... aniwae... dun wanna b so long-winded in my blog...i worked on sat nite... knew more ppl... or they knew mi... all tot i wad a malay... stood til my leg ached.. [wad's new] i worked til 11, n they had 'supper' 4 us aft tt... ate chicken primavera... a bit too oily 4 my taste...
yest had 2 b in church by 8... singing ma... during sermon... mi n lyd were so bored my his repetitive 'goal setting' sermon... we made a lost of those words/phrases tt he pronounced wrongly or said v frequently... da list was long... its hard 4 mi 2 pay attention 2 his boring sermons la... n winston, if ur reading tis... gus wanna sae tt tis is my blog, i can sae anithing i wan, when i wan.
had cg-cum lunch. lyd 4got 2 prepare 4 lesson, but its ok gal.... we enjoyed ourselves during lunch...
went ncc aft tt. pastor joshua preached on faith n stuff. he alwaes taok like he's goin 2 lose his voice anitiome. den did ABIT of shopping aft tt. peter was suppose 2 do da shopping la... but it turned out tt i was da 1 shopping. lol...

im not feeling too good rite now, happy tt i got da job la. but. hope clemence gets 1 soon too. rotting at home totally sux. i'd gus cry if i were in his shoes. will continue 2 pray 4 u bro...

'for i noe tt thru ur prayers n the help given by the spirit of Jesus Christ, wad has happened to mi will turn out 4 my deliverance.' Phil 1:19

2005-01-20T14:44:00.000+08:00

its been my second dae at work already yest... kinda go da hang of things la... but of cuz wif a little assistance. im clearer wif da table nos... da dishes names... n stuffs la... my arms didnt hurt tt bad animore... was able 2 carry da single sizzleni but da double 1 shocked mi... haha... adeline was being nice by helpiung mi wif da double n 1 time... steven [da assistant manager] was staring at mi tryin 2 carry da hot plate, i was like ' u so smart u help mi carry la' haha... n he did... thanx mann... 1 chef kinda invited us 2 his house on fri cuz he's baby would b 1 month old... cool rite... n there i tot he was still single.. well, he looked single... haha... he's wife's a chinese... double cool rite... n his baby looked so cute n fair... he said tt if we come 2omorrow... he'll gif us cake n ang gu kui. haha.... we were luffing so hard mi n adeline...can say tt i've made new frenz la...but its abt da same ppl... most of them r full-timers... n sum part-timers like mi.. lol... oh, there's tis other 'white-shirt' guy... adeline told mi he was anti-christ, likes heavy metal music, blah blah blah, n worked at a zi cha stall b4...!!!~ X\ lolx... so funni la.. there, he was tis punk-rock kid..... n he went ard telling ppl he worked at a zi cha stall... it was hillarious la...
oh oh.... i went into tis walk-in fridge... it was freezing inside... i was kinda terrified n couldnt wait 2 get out of theere. kinda got phobia 4 those kind of things... u noe.... watched too much tv abt ppl getting trapped inside n dun cum out til they freeze 2 death... yeah... [shivers]
2dae, wanted 2 go nyp open hse... but gus thinking of da no of ppl goin.... think i'll gus let God decide where i go aft Os... i gus vaccumed my bed n my sister's bed... kool rite.... guess i'll b sleeping super peacefully 2nite... no noti bugs 2 disturb mi animore...
anibody reading tis can recommend ani nice mags, interesting mags, cheap mags, 2 read? im realli bored...

2005-01-18T13:33:00.000+08:00

1st dae at work was ... ok... i guess.... i was so foreign there... but oh well.... 1st dae ma! haha... aniwae... was attached 2 my trainer Adeline.... shes' realli nice... tot she was my age.... btu turned out, she was 24 yr old. yupp.... she's cool.... v frenly too.... guided me thruout da whole shift.... 4 da 1st time in my life.... i carried 2 heavy plates w/o dropping them... haha... was kinda tough.. had 2 memorise da table layout n dish names n wad cutleries 2 use 4 wad dish n how 2 garnish them.... [phew] yupp.... i did ok la... guess i'm da youngest there. yupp. i learnt alot of stuff... yupp. i think waitressing is cool. but duno if i'll still b able 2 keep up tis attitude on my 5th time there. oh well... haha... i'll b goin in again on wed. dinner shift again... will b carrying more plates n stuff. n standing 4 abt 5 hrs straight n 'running' here n there... bz bz bz... but im sure i'll slim down alot... haha.so now can gus eat w/o worrying.... hope i'll make summore frenz there... the ppl there seem quite nice... haha... oh. meat another gal.. kelly's her name... she's 18.... v nice too.... i hate wearing da white shirt tho... it gets dirty easily... cant wait ti;l i'm wearing da red striped shirt..... den i wont 'stand out'. cuz now i'm da oni 1 in da whole restaurant wearing white.... yupp... so AA... hahaa....la la la.... realli wanna thank God 4 helping mi thru... i couldnt haf carried da super heavy plates to da tables all by myself... yupp... so..... thank you GOd...!~

2005-01-17T13:40:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging 4 a long time ... so much had hapened in such a short time too... haha... hmm. aniwaez. i'm gonna use wad short time i haf 2 summerise wad has happened in da past... 4 daes... yupp.so bare wif mi...
on fri... i went job hunting wif sh. we roamed da whole city... kinda... we went to city hall area 2 search for jobs... yupp. combed citilink n raffles shopping centre.walked alot... was so tired tt dae. ok. we went 2 at least 10 shops n had abt 7 interviews... cool rite... [later u'll find tt my impatience got da beta of mi n actually, i didnt even need 2 go out of my hse tt dae.]we spotted joanne kor working at 'space' @ wistma... we went there 4 an interview also la. [duh] aft like searchin 4 quite long. my girl instincts had da beta of mi. n i switched 2 shopping. haha... went far east 2 look 4 stuffs... didnt buy anithing much. cept tis kool collared shirt from forever 21. i meat up wif rose 4 a while b4 i had 2 rush off 2 cg in church. hha... played tis stupid game... saboed clarice. so funni...lol.but only 4 ppl attended cg tho... kinda sad huh...
okok. da nx dae. while i was gettin ready 2 go out. SPAGEDDIES CALLED! yupp. i was overjoyed... but nervous la... i had da job... finally... aft so long of waiting n stuff .. but was kinda feeling bad.... clemence didnt get da job yet... he'll haf 2 wait 4 another week or so... [but dun worry... u'll get 2 to work soon] haha... God answered my prayers aft all.... now... ive gotta go get my uniform....
went church in da aftnoon... cuz peter had 2 tune up his guitar n ask alan smth... it was so noisy in da pasonage.. haha.... worst den wet market... amelia n audrey started shouting at each other... n b4 u knew it... everyone was shouting to everybody..... such chaos... haha... oh well... now we noe tt shijia has a realli realli REALLI loud voice... haha... had a char siew pao... tasted delicious... from tiong bahru wan. hahaha... clemence n amelia went 2 queue up n buy i think... yumm..... nice. went 2 da hawker place at orchard at nite 4 dinner wif peter.... da prawns there looked v big n juicy....[drools]
yesterdae... went church in da monrning. nx week. i wont haf 2 wake up so early animore.... yf is shifting back 2 9am!! [yayness] went 'shopping' wif my mum n sis aft chruch... 1st time goin 2 da womens career section at robinsons n OG... haha... realli funni... couldnt find tis fashion in orchard... so had 2 settle 4 smth a tiny bit more ex... ok... maybe not gus a tiny bit... spent abt 120 bucks on 1 outfit... but i told my mum i'll pay her back when i get my 1st pay... haha.
i gus couldnt wait... so nervous too... hope i dun trip n fall on da customers... i'll b all alone.. realli hope i meeeet sum nice ppl. bought delicious famous amos... gus found out tt mi n my sis have veri diff tastebuds... tt's good... *grins*
2dae.... went 2 pick up a car wif peter in da morning... he's goin 4 his cousin's wedding 2nite , den wana go in a car... haha... [hiao] so... i haf a while more... b4 i need 2 go get eali 4 my job.... ned 2 b there by 5... duno was time it'll end tho... hmm... getting more n more nervous... ok deep breath... relax.... i realli hop everythin goes well.dun wanna screw up on my 1st dae...i could nv imagine myself in wad i'm gonna wear later... its gus so.... hmm... makes mi look so old la... i'll haf ppl call mi auntie nx... [eek!]
aniwae.... guess i had beta go already.. tataz

2005-01-13T22:44:00.000+08:00

its been da 4 walls 4 tis past 2 daes... sigh... kinda losing my direction in life... yupp, aft only less den 2 weeks... oh well. but i still believe God has a good job already waiting 4 mi.. n tho all my frenz ard mi a hafing jobs n stuff.... i wont get jealous or wad... at least i'll try.... okok... fine.... wad's da use of bluffing myself... i'm super bumped out k... feeling so useless tt everybody else got sum job... but mi....oh well. its a spiritual warfare...
yesterdae was waiting 4 spageddies 2 call... but waited in vain... nobody called... actually there was tis no... but it was a miss call.. a home no.. oh well... hmm. if nobody's getting mi... ive gotta go job hunting nx week again,... ok... not tokin abt jobs.... 2dae... mummy bought mi breakfast n lunch, had old chang kee curry puff n macs breakfast meal.. yumm... i palyed abit of piano.... abit... but was still feeling lazy n lathargic. ate ginseng birdsnest at nite. tot it would b yummy... but it tasted like crap. was bitter n all... hate ginseng.. duno y ppl drink such gross stuff....
aniwae, was suppose 2 go online yesterdae cuz my dearie wanted 2 try out his new hacking programming tt he gus downloaded.... [noti boy!] but i guess i was gus too lazy...okok. i shall try not 2 b lazy in doing anihting k... u noe... laziness is a sin... yupp..!
2dae... was no different... woke up like past 12.... had 2 search 4 food, hmm... aft much digging here n there... found sum stuff 2 keep my belly full...had 2 eat leftovers 4 lunch tho... oh well... didnt realli haf a good appitite... i ate spoilt cake 2dae... yupp. at first tot my taste bud was abit haywire... cuz i didnt smell anithing fishy,.... but it turned out tt da cake was spoilt... gross....! my daddy went back 2 da shop 4 a refund... haha...hope i dun get stomach ach 2morrow... sokehwa msged mi 2dae... haha... ask mi 2 go find job wif her... n sun bian go shop shop... haha... tt gal... aniwae... nv see her in a long time already.... yupp... its nice 2 catch up wif good 'ol buds. realli miz those daes...
hmm... guess i'll b crashing soon... wait 2omorrow i late den she screw mi... haha... but i noe she wont... :p

* nth much...

2005-01-11T23:50:00.000+08:00

2dae was boring.... i was still waiting 4 ani of my interviews 2 go thru n hopefully da ppl would b nice enuf 2 inform mi tt i could start work... hmm... mabbe tmr.... X) yupp.... muz keep up tis positive attitude... i noe God is in charge of EVERYTHING including my job search n i'm certain he already has da perfect, well-paying job 4 mi... i'll haf 2 b patient n wait.... now's probably not da rite time 2 reveal da job 2 mi. He probably wans mi 2 rest more at home... hmm...n they sae God is a humorous God....
had a great time wif my honey 2dae... yupp... da weather 2dae was perfect.... gus da rite weather 2 go 4 a swim.... but i didnt la.... realli wanted 2 tan tho.... [shucks] i ate alot 2dae... hmm.... i'm starting 2 feel n look fat.... im so bored these daes tt i eat 2 gif myself smth 2 do... tt's realli bad.... i've been eating quite abit... n i get hungry so easily...hmm.... high metabolism rate..... or is it a habit 2 want 2 eat every now n den....
ive becum a nite creature now.... sleep reali late n wake up like aft half da dae has already passed... den i got shorter daes... longer nites.... if u noe wad i mean... liek now.... i've got nth 2 do... gus linked more ppl to my blog.. haha... guess i'll b tagging ppl..... watch out...! u may gus b da 1 hu gets tagged by mi... lol... [lame]
im having cg on fri nite... tis fri nite.... duno if it'll b 4eva... ppl r gus so bz la... no time 4 everything... i dun balme 'em... having 2 settle down in jc... it'll b my turn in a few months time.... dne i wont noe if i'll still blog eveydae... of once a week.... or nv... hmm.... okok... goin over board now... dun wanna think so far... dun even noe wad i'll b doin 2omorrow... haha... guess i'll b spending mroe time on da piano,... muz practise already la... if not i'll b wasting my mom's money...i felt real bad tt dae... gave my piano teacher da cheque.... but i noe i didnt play well, i tt i was gus flaunting my mom's money.... [bad daughter] realli thinking of quiting piano.... but its my last grade... dun wanna look back nx time n regret tt i quitted... haiz.... so confused... i've been cutting my finger nails real short.... 2 'force' myself 2 practise... cuz last time i didnt wanna cut my nails... so i couldnt practise wif long nails... but now... i wouldnt haf ani excuses 4 not practising... [nice idea huh]
oh well, guss i'll beta stop here... its getting a tiny bit too long...

jobs jobs jobs....

2005-01-10T21:04:00.000+08:00

went job hunting 2dae.... wif lydia, koon n clemence.... yupp... was kinda raining heavily at first.... disrupted our hunt... oh well, but we killed time by visiting joyce at tangs.... been 1 yr since i last saw her... she's still da same... nice little person... X) den we went 2 search 4 prezzies 4 my dear's frenz.... bought them t-shirts... haha... hope they like it tho... [beta la.... spent alot of time searching 4 nice nice shirts]
aniwaez.... lydia tot we should try spageddes.... tis italian restaurant.... at paragon... so we did... at first din dare 2 ask em if they had job vacancies... but... i finally plucked up da courage 2 ask... [*pat pat] we had 2 fill up these papers.... den we went 4 interviews.... clemence went 1st.... tot i had 2 wait v long.... but turned out, da manager of da restaurant interviewed mi instead... yupp. it went quite well i suppose... they're quite flexible la...not mentioning da quite-good pay.... okok.... da pay was realli good...! so its ok. hmm.... but i wasnt satisfied wif gus 1 interview... we still continued 2 search.... went 2 places liek coffee club... lips cafe... nydc.... n cafe cartel...
we had anotherinterview at cafe cartel... but i didnt haf a good feeling abt it... da working hours r strange... n da pay was littter... n we had 2 purchase our own uiniforms... how stupid can it get... aniwae... had kway chup 4 late lunch... ate beard papa earlier on... tasted so good... yummyumm.....
we were gus walking ard.... trying 2 find other places where we could get more job interviews... den aft walking a while in taka.... lydia couldnt find her fone.... left it in da toilet or smth.... i helped her try n find it, even went 2 da extent of peeping into other ppl's cubicles.... actually.... it was only tis 1 cubicle.... da lady was so rude.... hmmpf... den we made our way 2 da hello shop. lydia meet her mom n sis there.... poor gal.... had 2 go thru all tis 2dae... dun worry gal, wad's happened alredy happened. dun sad already ya... [hugx]
peter was being soooooooooo nice by sending us home.....he rented tis car 2 go out wif his frenz.... i saw tis pack of cigarettes in da car n i tot it was his.... it shocked mi! turned out 2 b his frens'. hmm.... i dun like ppl hu smoke... they stink up da place... oh well.... im exhausted from all those walking n searching... haha... realli hope spageddes would call us... i ahf a good feeling abt tis.... i may not b bored da entire hols aft all.. haha....
ooOoo.... saw a few of my sec skool frens in orchard too.... hmm... realli miz them loads...

yesterdae n 2daeeeeee......

2005-01-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

camp aftglow was fun fun fun.... da food was nice nice nice... esp da almond jelly which looke dlike off-white plastic toufu...
i felt realli bad.... cuz i didnt inform sum of my grp members abt da aftglow... yupp. apologised 2 yi rui til he got kinda irritated wif mi... but i was realli sorri..... sorri yi rui... again.... n ya.... 4got 2 tell ji rong also.... hmm... couldnt sae sorri 2 him tho.....
abt da slideshow... it was hilarious! totally....! had a few funni snips of mi... so embarrassing la...! we lurfed tinky winky sooo much tt we gus had 2 c him peform AGAIN!!! hahaha..... it was real cute.... kai..... ur a natural!
during da sharing..... we worship team ppl had 2 go 4 rehearsal.... yupp... it was a lllooonnngggggg session... since we wont b hafing another rehearsal on da dae itself... things had 2 b near perfect! poor sister of mine.... had 2 sit thriu da whole thing.... waiting 4 mi... well.... but eric was nice n kept her company.... [hmm... hope they werent tokin bad behind my back] it seemed like 4eva b4 i could head home... luckily my dad had come 2 pick us up... n i was starved... we stopped by macs 2 get some FOOD!!!! i tried da twister fries.... it was ok... i guess... nth special tho...
2dae...i kinda had a hard time waking up... was tired... wanted 2 sleep summore... went 2 rehearsal.... my skirt was a teeny bit too short tho... [sorry cindy] yupp... n it wads da 1st time i had eva seen yf so packed..! reali.... there were ppl everywhere... haha... we had a GREAT time of worship.. den we watched da dvd of some lady pastor named joyce.... she was super funni.... n i realli listened 2 her message... it was realli good... n funni... haha... we should haf more of this kinda stuff...aniwae... yf passed... n there i was... bugging both qingyue n ben 2 get da score books from da office n alan... yupp. actually wanted 2 borrow 10 hillsongs score books... but den ben didnt liek da idea... so i borrowed 4 instead... lydia was like... aiya... nvm wan... aunty nancy wont scold... gus take... if she scold u, tell her 2 look 4 mi... haha... it was so funni... thanx gurl, 4 wanting 2 take da blame 4 mi... haha... i lugged da 4 heavy books all da way 2 macs n back.... ok... maybe they werent tt heavy... but still... hmm... went 2 my honey's scholarship ceromony 2dae... it was...... boring... yup. da PM sucked in his chinese la... i was luffing at him under my breath... think i could speak beta chinese den him... haha... [ yupp, it was tt bad] aniwae.... finally..... it was over... aft like many many names being called up n many many pictures being taken... most of those award receipiants had their pants/skirts up til their chest la.... :p

went dinner at kenny rogers.... yummmyummmmm.......
den i went 4 ncc..... 2dae's sermon was SUPERB!!!!!!! n i sae it again it was SUPERB!!!!! pastor prince toked abt da tsumani n y it happened n stuff... it was real interesting... all my senses paid super full attention 2 him... he cracked alot of funni jokes along da way too... yup.
he said tt it was da devil's doing....he was reacting 2 da 'tsumani' of christians God had put in south east asia..... everytime da devil 'attacks', he is gus responding 2 wad great things God has already done... it was already seen in da bible tt such disasters would happen in da end times [which we r now living in]. therefore we should pray n look 2ward God even more... now... den eva.... heyy ppl.... God is real... n da things tt r happening ard us are real.. but 1 important thing.... never eva...... EVA fear God bcuz of wad u see in da world 2dae.... it is not his doings.... it is da DEVIL'S..... n we should react by worshiping n praising God more.... u'll nv noe... God may come 2morrow.... or nx week.... or nx month... 2 take us all up 2 heaven... it would b a great sight when da rapture happens.....
aniwae those of u hu haf never sat foot in ncc.... u should go mann... it s real good la.... guarantee 100% chop chop... u'll defenately benefit from his sermons... n God will bless u more abundantly den u haf eva imagined...!its true!

foreva god is faithful foreva God is strong foreva God is with us foreva n eva

2005-01-08T13:03:00.000+08:00

2dae's another dae... weekend... gonna haf camp afterglow later in church... followed by worship rehearal.. guess it'll be another long dae 4 mi... duno y they made yf so early now.... its at 8... was usually at 9. den for tose ppl involved in da worship tt dae... they would haf 2 b ther elike super early la... hmm.. thank God jess was nice.. n i kinda negotiated wif her... now dun needa come tt early already... X)
gus ate claypot rice n drank super hot tom yam soup.... now my mouth's burning... i kinda like tom yam... its hot n shiok...! haha... realli wakes u up man.hmm.... gus drank sum root beer vanilla... smells like plastic... but tasted not bad... nowadaes... da drinks r like mixed wif everything... from vanilla no bananas.... hmm.. interesting... tokin abt weird drinks... remembered da special mix drink i had 2 gulp down during da camp's fear factor... n thanx 2 eric... i had extra toppings of fried worms.... it was supposedly a blend of grass n frog urine wif vegetables... hmm.... gross.... turned out tt only different kinds of vegetables were used. thanx 2 shi jia... haha...
ok..... gotta get back 2 my lunch... [yumm yumm]

its coming along... its coming along...

2005-01-07T14:10:00.000+08:00

okok...i'm still not veri good at tis... but, oh well. i'm proud 2 sae tt i've made so much improvement in doin up my blog...! yayness! yes, as u can se, im using blogger... well, used 2 use diaryland... but guess its gus too hard 4 mi, so ya... at least here, i can navigate myself ard.
yesterdae. while i was surfing da net, trying 2 find stuff 2 decorate my diaryland blog wif, yunyu came 2 tok 2 mi. yupp. n she showed mi alot of cool stuff. i was realli impressed. den she offered 2 help mi do up my blog... only if i had used blogger. so there i was.... sitting on da bench, duno wad 2 do... den i decided, wad da heck... gus get another 1 of those stupid things, n if it doesnt work, so b it. haha.... boy was i wrong. cuz it did turn out quite well. ok, maybe my page is not realli up yet, but i'm getting along.. yupp. gus needa insert sum links n a tag board n guestbook n picxs...... hmm....
aniwae, since im so free at home nowadaes... i think i would b able 2 do smth abt it.soon.... i guess...

anithing...

2005-01-06T14:13:00.000+08:00

hi....